yesterday 3/7, i done my viva, but i know it is still a long way to go before i submit my finalized thesis. Anyway, i had been feeling nervous few days ago before viva but all the extra information i read for viva Q and A section does not help at all. So speechless.
lols, but it was done now. I cant even believe i can graduate with the title that i have proposed.
I still remember senior told me the title is hard, wish me luck and so on (saying those discouraging things). What is the purpose of keep on telling your junior those scary things when you know even told her, nothing much can be change.
not to mention that, at first i really dun think i can grad with the title also. But cant give up that easily also, i choose to push myself to non stop calling company and see whether there is a company willing to supply the fat replacer that i need for my research.
Well, i am considered lucky, all the people i met are very helpful and really give me guidance and helps for the research. During that period, how many tears i shed for the research (struggle so much) although i am feeling how silly i am that period now. Why tears shed, cause i m struggle so much on proposal, for whatever i did, my supervisor never satisfy and he is getting harsher to me (i mean those words like i can fail you, this kind of quality i can straight away throw away your proposal, you did not put in effort). At first, i really mind these kind of words but afterward i became totally immune with that. I really dun understand my supervisor, i mean his thought. But our supervisor defend for us when our research has been question by other examiner. so i never hate him but i m neutral.
before viva, i told myself: it is a long route to be here today so i gonna present what i had been done so far and hope to get agreement from others.
At the end, i need to say Final Year Project is really a good experience for me. There are so many things i thought i cant achieve but i had went through. the route is so hard, so many tears shed, so many sweat lost, so many money spent, time spent and sleeping time was sacrificed. 4 year uni life ended with FYP is so nice. no regret and the most important thing is i really grow up through this project.
